2008-11-11 @ 12:28 a.m. // never death over life

what if you knew your time was near? that of all the people in your life, none would be able to journey with you where you would go.. and the one who loved you the most, would have to live on without you. if you knew for certain when you would die, but you couldn't change it, what would you do with your life? your love?
what if you had to leave, and something happens to the ones you love, and you couldn't be there to hold them. and the laws of time dictate you can't go back to the past to change things. and you'd have to live with it. what of the scar on your heart?
can anybody tell me what it feels like to hold a loved one dying in your arms.

don't leave me.

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